It's been a while since I posted here last time. Well,,, for almost 2 months so many things, so many brand new things have happened to me. Actually, I got sick and I was about to give up my plan "studying abroad" because I thought the disease was so serious and I was very anxious about it. My sickness was coused by extra stress and being a little too tired, my doctor said. The biggest problem is that I never thought I was so stressed! lol I was just trying to deal with my stuff as I always do. The most important thing I learned from my experience is... I'm getting older,,, step by step! lol I have to pay more attention to my body and take better care of myself so I can get along with this stressful world!!! lol When I found myself sick, I just kept wonder "why me?" "why now?" and I was so shocked that I never found the bright side. But people around me supported me a lot, one of them encouraged me by advising severely... now I can say I learned to control my feeling so that I can stay more positive. I also feel I was lucky to have a chance to know about being sick before going to the states by myself. What if I left Japan without getting through this and same thing happened in the states... I'm sure I'd be much more worried and scared! Well, I'm not 100% fine yet, but my body is getting better and my feeling got much better than before! :-) I'm back on the track again♪
しばらくでした。ここ２ヶ月程で色んなこと、色んな新しいことが起きてました。実はちょっと体調不良で、あまりに深刻に心配してしまったので予定の留学も諦めかけるほど気がかりになってました。医者曰く、ストレスと疲れからのものって。まぁ…本人がそれを自覚していなかったのが一番の問題！(笑)ただいつも通りやってたんだけど。今回のことで学んだ大事なこと、それは「私は年をとっている」ということ…着実に(笑)そうと分かったら、このストレス満載な世の中(笑)上手に過ごせるようもっと体に気をつけてあげなきゃ！さすがに病気って知った時は「なんで？」「こんな時に？」って考えるばかりで、ショックだけ。でも私はまわりの人たちに支えられた、ある人なんて超～厳しい言葉でシリを叩いてくれたし…おかげで気持ちを保つことができるようになった！それに今こんな経験をしておいてよかったと思うわ。もしこれを知らず渡航しそこで初めて体調不良になってたとしたら…絶対にひどく心配だし、きっとこわい。完全復活もきっともう少し、体は随分良くなっているし、何より気持ちが元気！また再開です♪
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